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📜 I almost forgot. The one time I was able to get my parents to actually take me to see a "psychiatrist," they took me to a place that had books of children's Bible stories in the waiting room. So, you know, religious zealots pretending to be actual psychiatrists. I told that person I thought I was transgender and... They didn't even pursue that or ask me any further questions about it and instead prescribed me antidepressants that didn't work and made my stomach constantly upset. 🤦‍♂️

📜 Now granted, from the point of view of Unity Consciousness, I only have myself to blame for spinning off characters like my father or Trump to test myself with, but the great thing about Unity Consciousness is that it's not fair to expect someone who just arrived here to assume that they are manifesting their own reality in order to test their own character. Luckily, so far I seem to be passing the test I set for myself, though it certainly took long enough for me to snap out of it and gain some real independent agency from my parents. Like I've said before, I tried coming out of the closest 20 years ago and it very much did not go over well, not to mention the fact that Hormones were almost impossible to acquired back then without jumping through years worth of hoops to "prove" to some stranger in a position of authority that you are actually transgender, and that my parents expected me to pay for my entire transition by myself, even though they were the ones who neglected to get me any psychological or medical care for my entire life up to that point and as a result of their poor parenting I could barely function as a human being, let alone hold down a 9-5 job without having a nervous breakdown. 😑

📜 Do you know why, ultimately, I supported Trump for so long? Because my dad liked Ronald Reagan and I wanted to give my dad another Ronald Reagan. I absolutely despised Donald Trump when he was first running back in 2015/16, especially the way he treated Ben Carson, and I rightly pegged him as a Mussolini type of individual who is more interested in having his face on a coin or added to Mount Rushmore than he is in any actual political substance. That's not even mentioning all of the weirdly sexualized comments he has made about his own daughter over the years. It wasn't until the economy started turning around at the beginning of 2018 and the embassy was moved to Israel (which made me happy for obvious reasons) that I started giving him the time of day. In all honestly, I had no idea at the time that any of this debate about transgenderism was even happening, because when you are repressed about a specific topic then you tend to avoid news about that topic like the plague. I honestly had no idea that the rhetoric around transgender people had gotten so evil until I started transitioning, and then it became a matter of "Holy shit, THIS is who I've been cheering on this entire time?" I was so consumed with helping the right fight back the authoritarian impulses of the radical left during the plandemic that the subject wasn't even on my radar. Then, after all I have done for this movement to try and de-radicalize the left, and as soon as I start Gender Affirming Care these people do a rug-pull and try to take it away from me. I spent a huge portion of this year worried that I wasn't going to be able to find another provider for my estrogen because these people torpedoed medical access for low-income transgender people by changing the Medicaid rules to deny funding to any clinic that provides Gender Affirming Care. Fuck these people, and I regret ever supporting them in the first place. IT turns out when the dog whistles and authoritarian behavior is directed at you, you spot it right away, and then you start to see all of the other dog whistles that other demographics have been complaining about this entire time. Like, "Why do these people keep bringing up "race" (which isn't actually a real thing, by the way) when talking about law enforcement policy even though it would violate the Constitution to police people differently based on a made up concept like "race?" or "Why do these people think it's appropriate to describe other human beings as animals and parasites based on relatively tiny numbers of criminals that exist in every population?" It would be a cop-out to blame only my father for any of this, but the fact of the matter is that I grew up in a house with a psychotic bully who I was constantly trying to please, and a huge part of my support for the right was an attempt to please my bully of a father , who, I might add, still lives in the same house as me and has yet to have a single conversation with me about being transgender even though I've been transitioning for almost 9 months now. tldr, fuck Trump and fuck my idiot father as well. Trump is like the personification of my father's shitty ego spun off into a human being that is now bullying and terrorizing transgender children just like he has done to me my entire life. 🤨

👆 "Yeah, but blah blah blah no actual data..." is going to be the utterly predictable go-to Boomer response to that last paragraph, which is the default Boomer response for anything that makes them uncomfortable, and then this is retroactively reframed as "Common Sense." I can already hear the Boomer Logic wheels turning out there about that last statement about transgender youth, even though all of the reputable data shows that it is obviously true. Also, you know you could just ask the transgender children how they feel about all of this current nonsense, right? Has this occurred to any of these people, or do they think that presenting the almost nonexistent demographic of emotionally bullied so-called "destranstitioners" who are so rare that they are practically a myth among the actual transgender community. People don't "destransition" nor do they start Gender Affirming Care on a whim as part of some sort of fad. More often than not it's clear that "detransitioners" are simply being socially bullied into rejoining the religion that their parents belong to that was ruining their life and making them miserable, and they then have to dig in their heels and justify their decision as being their own in order to justify their Stockholm Syndrome and not arouse the ire of their abusers. "Destransitioners" are the proverbial "White Buffalo," and propping a tiny community of psychologically manipulated people up as being representative of the transgender community, many of whom either wouldn't be here or would be living a miserable life of suicidal desperation if it wasn't for Gender Affirming Care, is absolute peak Boomer Logic, except in this case they are literally forcing children to develop Secondary Sexual Characteristics for the wrong sex. So, you know, "transing kids." These people learned completely the opposite lesson from those detestable gender-bending "Dr. Money " experiments than they were supposed to (that's if they've even heard of that case at all.) Yeah, it turns out that forcing children to live as the opposite gender of the one they tell you they are ruins their entire life. These people have crossed an absolute red line when it comes to blocking transgender children's health care and they are now actively forcing sex changes on minors who are absolutely terrified of this current administration. I shouldn't have to say this, but obviously forcing a child to physically develop as the wrong gender is one of the most insidious forms of sexual and psychological abuse a person could possibly come up with, and it is now the official policy of the republican party. 😑

To this day my parent will not even have the thought to look up instructions on the internet for how to fix simple household problems, let alone how to form coherent political opinions. For God's sake, my father has been using computers for exactly the same length of time that I have, and just this last year he called me into his room on FOUR SEPERATE OCCASIONS to tell him how to click the top of a window to drag it to another place. I don't mean to impugn the intelligence of an entire generation (though they do almost all have lead poisoning from 30 years worth of leaded gasoline exposure, look it up) but there is something distinct about that generation in the degree to which they engage in "Low-Effort Thinking." It's 2025, about to be 2026, and that generation has the same internet as you. Yet they refuse to use it to find the answers to their questions and instead pull nonsense out of their ass and then dig in their heels to defend the nonsense opinion, even though everyone around them keeps trying to show them actual data. I would never wish death on those people, but that generation slowly dying off as generational turnover marches on will be a very good thing for the world. Unfortunately then we still have their kids to contend with who have adopted their parents faulty ideals in a cult-like fashion in the form of ridiculous things like "Christian Nationalism" or pretending that transgender people didn't exist before 2015 and that you haven't been using public restrooms with them this entire time and been completely undisturbed by it. If you think that more people are coming out as transgender and at younger ages because of the "Trans Agenda" instead of it simply being safer to come out of the closet now, then I've got a timeshare in Florida to sell you. But first I will need your pin code and the routing number for your savings account to see if you qualify. 🤨🤦‍♂️

📜 While "Common Sense" is still sometimes a useful heuristic, very often it's just a euphamism for "Boomer Logic" used by people who formed all of their opinions before the internet existed and you could look up actual data before forming your opinions. Anybody with Baby Boomer parents like me is almost certainly familiar with the concept of "Boomer Logic" where you ask your parents a question as a child and the parent pulls an answer completely out of their ass based on no information and frames it as "Common Sense" (which, to be fair, is an easy trap to fall into in the absence of the internet.) However, now that we're all grown up and have the internet, a lot of what we used to think of as "Common Sense" turns out to be more like "Old Wives Tales" (though I'm not a fan of how that phrase singles out women as if they are the only ones who do this sort of fantastical "Common Sense" thinking.) To give an example, my dad gets dandruff, and before I started transitioning so did I. One time I casually mentioned that dandruff is caused by fungus and he immediately contradicted me and insisted that it's just dry skin. He said this as he was holding a bottle of antifungal shampoo that has the ingredients listed right on the back of it and a phone in his pocket where he could immediately look up and see that he was wrong. Does this guy think dandruff shampoo is like lotion or for your scalp or something? Because we already have that, it's called conditioner. 🤦‍♂️ Another example: My entire life my mother told me not to rinse my mouth with peroxide because, quote, "It will make you grow hair on your tongue." If you actually look up what peroxide is used for, it's actually used to treat a condition that is colloquially called "Hairy Tongue" because it's a form of oral thrush that develops hair like projections. I spent my entire life before things like Wikipedia existed thinking that it's possible to accidentally grow hair on your tongue using common household disinfectants, like some kind of alternate reality version of "The Peanut Butter Solution." This is also the woman who has been putting fabric softener on our towels (including the face towels) my entire life because a commercial told her to in the 1970's or something. I spent my entire life rubbing fabric softener chemicals into my freshly cleaned wet skin directly after every shower until I finally insisted that she stop. And do you know what? She still accidentally does it sometimes on pure autopilot mode because she's been doing it for so long it's now just a faulty program that occasionally plays out in her head. I eventually had to get my own hypoallergenic soap and start washing towels just for myself because I got so tired of it. The thing is, this is exactly how a lot of Baby Boomer political opinions work as well. At some point a long time ago, these people thought that they were required to have an opinion about something they knew nothing about, and instead of just saying "I don't know," they instead reached inside their ass and pulled out a fully form load of "Common Sense" because they didn't want to look stupid in front of their peers or their children. It turns out real life has that "Not Enough Information" option just like the school tests you took as a kid, and in most cases, in the absence of data with which to form an opinion, this is actually the correct answer. Very often "Common Sense" is just an excuse for perpetuating generational trauma because parents don't want to disabuse themselves of their faulty worldviews so they will insist their children are wrong reflexively even though all of the data required to have an informed opinion is literally right in their pocket contained in a magical mini-Black-Monolith that knows everything that the entire human race knows.

📜 This song might as well be called "Welcome to Life." lol, but also fuck my life. 🤪🤦‍♂️ https://youtu.be/k1BneeJTDcU?si=GnTljyfMSbLaJZl6

📜 Well... If I'm being honest, I wasn't asleep for all of it. My Shadows have plans of their own I guess. Going back in your transgender egg forces you to make plans to bust out of jail again. Sorry. I got on a "parasites are real and not just another part of the illusion" kick during my false persona phaseI guess. One can understand the mistake. Hopefully. 😑 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j_L7x6iMFkI

📜 This is pretty representative of my own personal character arc up in this weird place. Turns out that meat-space Earth-Angels have to grow up too. Sorry, gang. I didn't know the damage I was causing by being asleep. I think those antifa riots might have been my fault even though I had nothing to do with them directly and I never wanted that much mayhem to happen. I'm just too good at casting quantum butterflies I guess, even if my meat body is still asleep not aware enough to know what I'm doing. My bad I guess? Fuckin' hell, ascension is heavy on the nervous system. 😑 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JzYK1UF-7sM

📜 Far more people watch this channel than some of you realize. I SEE YOU. Hey angel friends. 👋👁

📜 Love or Fear. Make your choice. Your time is running out. 😑 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YKjtXM55Nu8

📜 By the way, just to clarify, I'm pansexual. Generally speaking I like anybody of any gender who likes me. If you're nice to me and at least passably attractive, I probably would like you to. Why limit yourself? 🤷‍♂️

📜 You're totally picturing it now, aren't you? Yeah... THAT'S YOU. You're imagining it, not me. Welcome to your mind's eye. You did that, not me. Nobody forces you to think of an elephant, it turns out. You dream up elephants and fight them with spears all on your lonesome. Welcome to the Nexus. Where your dreams become your reality. 🤓

📜 You're totally picturing it now, aren't you? Yeah... THAT'S YOU. Welcome to your mind's eye. You did that, not me. Nobody forces you to think of an elephant it turns out. You do that all on your own. 🤓

👆 I'd totally let that guy fuck me in the ass, by the way. We have stuff to prevent venereal disease now, what are you so uptight about? 🤷‍♂️🤦‍♂️🫠

👆 "But, but but... This is evil because it secretly makes my penis tingle and I think that's a magic spell the artist cast on me instead of myself telling me who I really am." Yeah, We know, repressed fag. You hate what you fear about yourself. That's why you're still asleep. 😂

📜 You never actually watched this, did you? You're the one who has been making queer people live in hell. OWN THE FUCK UP. The "Forbidden Fruit" is sex. Sham in who you are starts the wheel of time spinning. When you see yourself fully naked... THAT IS WHEN YOU EITHER CHOOSE TO DIE OR TO LIVE FOREVER. 😑 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6swmTBVI83k